Individual Therapy: The Spiritual Journey Continues

It's strange for me.  I am looking for spiritual fulfillment and I am still not able to find something that will work for me.  When I sat down with my therapist to continue our discussion, I told her that I have had no success in finding anything that I think I can incorporate into my daily life that will provide me with the spiritual fulfillment that I need.  I told her that I was talking to a buddy I served with in Iraq that had offered to take me scuba diving.  I plan on taking him up on the offer.  The problem is that I can't go scuba diving every day.

It's giving me fits.

So I am putting the call out there.  Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

I have been driving myself nuts looking on the internet for any type of spiritual practice that I think could help me find peace.  I decided to back off the search for a while.  I think that I have been looking too hard and people say that when you stop looking, you find what you are looking for.  Time to sit back and relax and just enjoy the coming week.

It's all about focus.  I am going to put my efforts into the non-profit and find some fulfillment there.  It will help short-term AND it will put my plans for the non-profit into sharp focus.  It's not like I don't have anything to do.  Logos.  Business plans.  Newsletters.  Board meeting.  Business meetings.  Continued tweaking of the websites.  It's a lot to do but I love doing it.

My therapist expressed concern that I may be over-extending myself.  I thought about it but I just can't see it.  If running the non-profit is the only thing that gives you at least some semblance of spiritual peace, wouldn't you work on it a lot?