Ok, I am going on a business trip this week and we are supposed to carpool. I am not driving...this is what is causing a lot of my anxiety. I can't handle not being in control of the car until I know the skill of the driver intimately. It took almost two years after I met my wife to feel comfortable being a passenger for anything other than local driving. I have never asked of accommodation for my disability at work and think it is something I am going to have to address. No amount of medication would get me through that ride...I guess I will be talking to someone at work about this. I can't see any other way to get through this without breaking.
As I continue my life with PTSD, I will share my challenges and discoveries on this blog.