I am so freaking tired from the constant anxiety that this past week has caused. Small problem. I have the sleep study tonight and I am prohibited from napping and I am prohibited from drinking caffeine. By the time this evening rolls around, I am going to be a mess. At least the vast majority of what has caused my anxiety this week has passed. I am pretty confident I know the outcome of the sleep study. I just don't know what they plan on doing about it. I almost think I would prefer they take out my tonsils and adenoids. Guess we will see.
I am trying to keep the irascibility at a minimum today, for my wife's sake. She has been very patient with me this week. It would be nice if I could take a break from this feeling for a day. Just a day. I just want all of the hoopla to be over with. I want to be able to spend a day with my daughter without having to worry about the anxie
As I continue my life with PTSD, I will share my challenges and discoveries on this blog.