Another Day and More Frustration

This is getting ridiculous.  I can't seem to break out of the funk I am in.  Maybe when I talk to the guys tomorrow in CPT group I will have a breakthrough.  I want so badly to be present for my family and I have been more successful today than I have been over the course of the past week, but I shouldn't have to work this hard just to show my love and affection.

Maybe I am putting too much pressure on myself.  God knows, that wouldn't be the first time I have done that.  Maybe I should try putting this into a little bit different perspective.  Last year, my life fell apart after the anniversary.  Eight months later, I was out on short-term disability - my physical and psychological health were in shambles.  This year, things are starting to return (albeit slowly) to normal already after just a week.

Huh.  How about that.  Talk about a silver lining.