I felt a little bit off today. Nothing major but I just felt a little weird. I don't know how else to explain it. I think that I had been stressed about so many different things for such a long period that I don't know how to feel 'normal'. It's like the absence of stress is stressing me out. Work is great, home is great, everything is going great right now. So why don't I feel great? I'm stumped. I know that Caley was a little grumpy today. There was nothing that we could do that would keep her calm. It didn't bother me though, or at least I don't think it did. I guess I will have to explore that. I know that I am going to be having a really big change at work because I am changing positions and responsibilities. Maybe my body is ramping up in preparation for that. I know that I get a little edgy about change. Not because I don't like it but because I want everything to work out well for everyone involved. I'll have to keep a close eye on things...
As I continue my life with PTSD, I will share my challenges and discoveries on this blog.